Somehow, when u spoke last nite, i should be crushed, or something or anything... But im not... Its definately not becoz i want it to happen But i guess i have given Godthe penalready... Somehow it is tempting to just write my own story with my own scenes... to make things look good with my timing, with my own feelin, with the storyline that i might have in my head, or even in my heart.... hehe But that would be wrong... that would mean, it would b me who write... not You. Im not to worry whats lay in the future, becoz its His promise that He'll make everything beautifulinHis own time, with His plan, and His will be done. If He does make a way forthis than it will b with His own scenarios... It would then fulfilled the dreams that i might have at the moment. But if its not... if He close the door... then i have no regret too... :) Becoz by then, i have built a beautiful friendship. :) So either way im gainin somethin precious... (To put it bluntly, with Jesus you always win.... i guess this is true :p)
Jesus i belive in You Jesus i belong to You You're the reason that i live The reason that i sing, with all i am (This is the beautiful song that i have atm :p)
God i remember i've given You the pen already, so im just waiting for You... (For now i dont think i am waiting for the person to come anymore, i've found it haha :p but its only You know o Lord and most of the times im wrong anyway Lord hahaha :p) But for now i pray that You'll teach my heart to be patient, to be humble, to be gentle and kind, to be loving, to be like Yours.
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things... (1 Cor 13: 4-7) This is God's love... Have i been able to love others like that tho'? Not yet... but i do wish too Coz love never fails...
