*peek-a-boo* Yellow!!~ Huhu it's been a while since i last posted a blog. Hmm... if i get the dates correctly, the timing was umm... last year:p Well goodbye 2005, and welcome 2006!! Haha a bit late for that huh, but yeah its better late than never at all... so yeah thanks for that. Wow what a year it has been for me... got into so many troubles last year, even got deported lol!!~ But thanks to the Christmas miracle that Jesus gave me, im back in the game. :p
Well thank God that He still want me here, in this beautiful city of Perth. Otherwise God knows where i'll be huhuhu. Well God is good all the time. He definately knows better than i, He's never wrong. Never doubt Him.
Been through lots of things as well, mainly a factor named human emotions. Well... not a fun road to be in... but hey im still alive and kickin' haha!!~ So thank You Lord. It's been a good xp i guess. Learnt a bit more about 1 or 2 things walkin' on earth. Well if you're reading this, it's been really2 great, and you're fun 2b with, really... and as you once put it, i'll keep the memories in the depths of my heart. All the very best to you i'd say. I'll try my best not 2b a stranger... ps: Sorry 2... im also just a human, who's not perfect, who made lots of mistakes... lots of 'em. Huhu
Well time is moving forwards and not backwards, so as the seconds moving forward in this year of 2006, Lord i pray that i can move forward more in Your direction too, more in Your heartbeat, more Alive in You, more Passion for Your name, and more Compassion, the same compassion that you've showed towards the multitudes will be in me. That the world may see and know that You are the Light of the world. Lord with my state of wisdom and understanding, I dont know how much trouble that im gonna get this year Lord, so i pray Lord God, that You in Your abundant grace will pour a little portion of Your unmeasurable Godly widsom and understanding upon my life. Lord You know me better than i know myself, You know every weaknesses, and strength that i have, So Lord i pray that in this year of 2006, the year of Victory, my weaknesses will be reduced, and You will teach me to stand even stronger in You. For all the faithfullness, mercy, grace, and Love You've shown me untill this very moment, and for the same things that You gonna show me in my future time, I give You all the honor, thanks, praise, and glory. And thank You Lord for keeping me Alive and in the race. In Your wonderful name i pray. Amen
Just realized over somethings... Just how much im blessed Blessed by His goodness, His strength, His faithfulness, His grace, His love, His mercy.... His companionship. Truly God is so good. So good to me, so wonderful, and so lovingly gentle at the same time too. Truly i am Yours Lord.
(Caution its so long, but its so funny in a way, that u will either laugh or cry with us its one of those story that u just dont get everyday... and i just have to write it down...)
Yesterday i had experienced one of the longest day i had during my stay in Perth. An interesting, certainly wonderful, and yet somehow irritating and frustating. Haha and you'll find out all about it during this posting.
And the journey starts here...
woke up @ approx 7am makin my way to the bathroom, and preparing my self for sunday service with great expectations in my heart
Reached cana around 8.20am (yes late...) for Praise and worship reherseal
By 13.00 the service has ended, leaving me so encouraged, and lifted up bcoz of the message that uncle preached that day had such impact... hehe only the word of God can do that... And we had such a wonderful time in the presence of God during our worship that morning... Praise God for that breakthrough in worship... Its such a sweet and wonderful tp have that peace and God's arms wrapped around you... Thank You Lord for moving in when we almost move out... (haha i think the worship team will know what i meant) Not by power, nor by might, but by the Spirit of God.
Then around 14.00 we had lunch at the chatters... but we had to rush our lunch, because no body was there to lock cana house. Poor benny and some of the people had to wait for a while.
At 15.00 we started again the music practice for the anniversary. Credit to the musicians who tiredlessly searchin for chords, practicing them through and through tho they were quite tired themselves. :)
Finnished abt 18.30 or 19.00 cant remember... then we headed to gelato to chill out with chillingly delicious ice cream (i know someone who was craving for gelato :p) of course being the good christian that we are, we had a decent conversation there... not!!! haha we were interogating one another in one of those "BGR session with ur friends" :D
By 21.30 Ado and I had to reach Uncles house because uncle and auntie are going to Sydney 4 the hillsong conference (by faith im gonna go there next year!!) and we are priviledged to take care of his house and of course the 2 dogs, prince and princess... :D
At 23.10 we left the house... and headed to the domestic airport
Reached there around 23.30 and the queue for check-in was so long, and we were last on the line haha, but yes they made it just on time to check-in (the flight was midnight)
AND THIS IS WHERE IT GET INTERESTING, AND YET SOMEHOW ITS JUST..... hahaha
So we went back to uncle's house...
It was around 00.30 Ado parked uncle's car inside the garage, but the door to the house (from the garage was locked) so we closed the garage door and decided to go in through the front door as usual... but alas... the door cant b unlocked because the spare key is INSIDE the keyhole to the front door on the opposite side (from inside the house, and we are outside the house... still with me? haha good) we checked every side of uncles house with torch in our hands as the only 'safety tools' we had in our hands... Oh did i tell u that, i didnt bring my mobile, my wallet, and let alone any other key... i was using slippers too... because my mind told me its just a half and hour drive to the airport and i will be back. And ado left his mobile IN uncle's car INSIDE the garage... hahahah interesting right? We searched for every loopholes that we hope exist... but alas... after abt an hour of putting our efforts opening up doors or windows or anything!! there was none... no loopholes... (the dogs are inside... but we are outside... They are warm and cozy inside and we're stuck and freezin our buttocks outside HAHAHA what is goin on arnd here?)
It was i think arnd 2.00am? (didnt had the time with me... or ado in this case) we decided to look for a petrol station (Ado's car was on the danger E ;for empty line) fill up petrol, and get some phone calls.. but not a single soul was upthere in kalamunda at that kind of time... just our luck... but THANK GOD!!! Ado has cana house key in his car... so yupe we went to cana.
Reached there around 2.20am, so we were hungry (havent had dinner wakaka), cold, sleepy... we went to the office and slept there with blankets that were donated to Miracle cafe hahahah... It was an unforgetable exp.... In the morning we call the locksmith to go up... but after one and a half hour of waiting for the locksmith to come and check on the doors... he too had no luck whatsoever in unlocking the doors... haha so he said he gotta BREAK the door knob (we chose the laundry room bcoz its the cheapest to replace haha) so BANG BANG BANG, and the door knob was done for... but yet alas... there was a key chain that was chained to that door.... :S So altho door was unlocked, it cant be opened... :S so we kicked arnd, and did "body slam" hoping that the chain will break... YESS the door was opened at the expense of my blue-marked on my arms and shoulders... but that aint matter coz we are IN!!! BUt...... Yess theres another door after that laundry door that was locked... (its like those locked in ur bathrooms or toilets) and this one the locksmith had no trouble to unlocked an opened it... phew.... that was long wasnt it? haha unforgetable.... truly... Oh well now im inside... just thank God that still can go in, alive, haha even see my mobile phone again.. wahahah what de.. ok la thats all...
Somehow, when u spoke last nite, i should be crushed, or something or anything... But im not... Its definately not becoz i want it to happen But i guess i have given Godthe penalready... Somehow it is tempting to just write my own story with my own scenes... to make things look good with my timing, with my own feelin, with the storyline that i might have in my head, or even in my heart.... hehe But that would be wrong... that would mean, it would b me who write... not You. Im not to worry whats lay in the future, becoz its His promise that He'll make everything beautifulinHis own time, with His plan, and His will be done. If He does make a way forthis than it will b with His own scenarios... It would then fulfilled the dreams that i might have at the moment. But if its not... if He close the door... then i have no regret too... :) Becoz by then, i have built a beautiful friendship. :) So either way im gainin somethin precious... (To put it bluntly, with Jesus you always win.... i guess this is true :p)
Jesus i belive in You Jesus i belong to You You're the reason that i live The reason that i sing, with all i am (This is the beautiful song that i have atm :p)
God i remember i've given You the pen already, so im just waiting for You... (For now i dont think i am waiting for the person to come anymore, i've found it haha :p but its only You know o Lord and most of the times im wrong anyway Lord hahaha :p) But for now i pray that You'll teach my heart to be patient, to be humble, to be gentle and kind, to be loving, to be like Yours.
Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things... (1 Cor 13: 4-7) This is God's love... Have i been able to love others like that tho'? Not yet... but i do wish too Coz love never fails...
How y'all been doin? Hmm... just finnished exams last week. Until now, the time has been goin so fast... How come? Huheuhe... I think time's gonna be so slow within this month.... just becoz... just becoz... But hey, God is always good... all the time... all the time... He is always FAITHFUL... Wow... just been so blessed and so overwhelmed by the feeling of the faithfulness of God. Thank You Lord.
Sigh... i guess i can use this holiday to spent more time with God. Yupe thats what im gonna do!!! w00t!!~ :)
Ok la... not really in the mood to blog... but just thought i put somethin up... Take care ppl. God Bless Y'all
Ever heard that term before when a side in a relationship said "I think we need to take some time off each other..." or some other versions of separation. I heard it in the movies, of course huehue... In fact, i even had the experience(s?) lol... to be separated... And i gotta tell ya man, too many separations in life aint gonna do u good for your heart lol, thats why try to minimize the number relationship u have in life. As in the end you'll end up with only one... or none... well for those who has more than one in the end... hmmm all the best with ur explanation up there is all i can say 2 u. :p But was just wondering whether a separation will bring strength and extra passion for each other? lol or just in fact the total opposite.
